Well it's been a while...
I came back to Albany because Syd needed me sooner than I was ready to bring her to NYC. I am a mom first, before anything else. It sets me back a little but it's okay. I go back and forth to get my theatre stuff done when I need to. I found an apartment in the area and it's nice. My grandma died in March...I loved her so. I have a job I don't like too much, but it pays the bills and then some...at least it's something. I'm teaching yoga of course. My goal same as before...get my CPT (soon), teach yoga, find a flexible job, find a place in Brooklyn w/ a good school for Syd and perform. Sydney's daddy is going back over seas...I feel for her, I feel for him, and it does make me sad. I'm sick of this war...I want peace.
I have been working out like crazy :) <3 it.
I'm going RAW soon...more about that later, plus a separate blog.
I don't need to say a lot about now because it's not necessary...life goes on...I move on...I'm still on my way. Life is good and it will get better in time.
Things I have discovered about myself...
1. I don't know if I ever want to get married again, but I do want to be devoted to one man.
2. I don't want anymore kids physically...maybe adoption way later.
3. I want to travel as much as possible.
4. I really do want to fall madly in love...when the time is right.
5. Sometimes I'm not always happy and thats okay.
6. I like living alone, just me and Sydney.
7. I treasure quiet moments.
8. Nothing is ever okay if I do not have the stage to work on, breathe on, live on, love on...
9. I want to take my time and do things right.
10. Sometimes it's okay to let go...completely...as long as you come back into your own.
