Getting ready to go off to work...
I need to vent before I leave my safe space.
I'm fucking exhausted and sick and tired of bullshit.
I want to give up so bad and go home to my family and just live an ordinary life.
My world has put me in a position to where I am doing everything alone and I feel like it's too much for me. Too much to handle. Too much for one person.
Money is coming in and flushing right back out, I cannot handle all of my bills because it seems whenever I make enough something else comes up. Forget about buying anything for myself. I cannot even seem to pay for the one thing that is most important to me, my acting class.
This is me.
24 years old
Aspiring actress
Single mother
In the process of a divorce
Alone in NY with no family around
Exhausted
At her breaking point
....it could be worse I guess
I cannot leave NY and go home...I am only here for the theatre. If it weren't for acting I would be in WV or at least somewhere besides here.
Wow...
It all just hit me.
I need to meditate.
Badly...
