Longing with Hesitation
Hunger.
Pangs complimented with growls.
Indecisive yet knowing.
Wanting two things simultaneously.
I know you, yet I do not.
You scare me.
Everything is pointing to you.
I am not ready but I want you.
Just take it slow.
Let me study you.
Observation.
Similarities outweigh all odds.
I do not want to get too close.
But yet I long to touch you.
Reassure me, find me.
Thoughts on Train C
Breathe, Oh let me breathe.
One moment of resonance leads to another.
Silence is contemptuous.
My mind wandering in a million directions.
Meditating on the future.
Passionately my soul flies.
I long to dance and sing.
Throwing my torment into art.
Fiery resilience growing steadily.
Please may I scream?
Lust for life and freedom.
Remembering that nothing holds me.
I liken to a tiger.
Fierce and agile, always watching.
I persevere and release.
Notes on Love
I want to be chased.
I want to be romanced.
I want to feel butterflies.
I want to fall madly in love.
I want him to fall madly in love with me.
I need a man who is warm.
I need a man who is confident yet humble.
I need someone who cannot get enough of me.
I need him to be my confidant.
I need to be loved for who I am.
I have patience and faith.
I have longing in my heart.
I have a way with words.
I have a gleam in my eyes.
I have a lot to give.
Ranting and Raving
I am not having a good night.
Sometimes life sicks but maybe that's all me.
Perhaps it is all my fault.
I want to fucking scream.
Welling up from the depths of my soul.
Why?! Why?! Why?!
No! I am not happy right now.
Throbbing head.
Aching heart.
Growling belly.
Lonely body.
Sore eyes.
I want to give up.
I want to go home.
Fuck this bullshit.
I have to pull through.
Hunger.
Pangs complimented with growls.
Indecisive yet knowing.
Wanting two things simultaneously.
I know you, yet I do not.
You scare me.
Everything is pointing to you.
I am not ready but I want you.
Just take it slow.
Let me study you.
Observation.
Similarities outweigh all odds.
I do not want to get too close.
But yet I long to touch you.
Reassure me, find me.
Thoughts on Train C
Breathe, Oh let me breathe.
One moment of resonance leads to another.
Silence is contemptuous.
My mind wandering in a million directions.
Meditating on the future.
Passionately my soul flies.
I long to dance and sing.
Throwing my torment into art.
Fiery resilience growing steadily.
Please may I scream?
Lust for life and freedom.
Remembering that nothing holds me.
I liken to a tiger.
Fierce and agile, always watching.
I persevere and release.
Notes on Love
I want to be chased.
I want to be romanced.
I want to feel butterflies.
I want to fall madly in love.
I want him to fall madly in love with me.
I need a man who is warm.
I need a man who is confident yet humble.
I need someone who cannot get enough of me.
I need him to be my confidant.
I need to be loved for who I am.
I have patience and faith.
I have longing in my heart.
I have a way with words.
I have a gleam in my eyes.
I have a lot to give.
Ranting and Raving
I am not having a good night.
Sometimes life sicks but maybe that's all me.
Perhaps it is all my fault.
I want to fucking scream.
Welling up from the depths of my soul.
Why?! Why?! Why?!
No! I am not happy right now.
Throbbing head.
Aching heart.
Growling belly.
Lonely body.
Sore eyes.
I want to give up.
I want to go home.
Fuck this bullshit.
I have to pull through.
